12.24.2009

Chirstmas Eve Smith - Phillips Party.

Annual Christmas Party!



No this is mine! What did he say?

Smart remark Happy art! Jim is super excited!

Stylin and cooking hot! Shirley's bracelet Popping bubbles

A picture of the Smith's! Naughty Elf Cute snowman apron

FinallyTodd got Balls... And Sauce..... And a pole... hmm themed?

Michael "Jackson" Phillips MAC here I come!! Soo happy!

12.21.2009

For the Good





I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
Because I knew you

I have been changed for good

And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the thing I've done you blame me for

But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share

And none of it seems to matter anymore

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood

Who can say if I've been
Changed for the better?
I do believe I have been
Changed for the better

And because I knew you...

Because I knew you...

Because I knew you...
I have been changed for good.

12.19.2009

Another adventure in the life of Corinne....




Alright where to begin... I could look at this weekend as a very negative, crappy, hellish ordeal. When it rains it pours, but you have to have rain to have a rainbow. This weekend I have cried, and been soo mad I wanted to scream, but now that I have had time to calm down and everything is resolved I can't help but laugh about my unique life and write about it! If you know me or read my blog, you know that I have a problem of locking my keys in my car. It usually happens when I have a lot on my mind and I just start going through motions without processing because my brain is on overload. Well this was indeed the case on Friday night. I was kind of having a bummer of a day and had not been feeling good the day before. So to take out some frustrations I turned to the one guy who takes away my worries and makes me feel better. He is better know as GYM and I will write about our love in another post. Anyways so I go over to GYM'S house and go for a run and by the end of our run I am feeling a bit better about my day. So I jump in my car and drive home, this is about 11 at night, and lucky for me it was butt freezing cold. So I am not thinking and I get out of my car to go inside and forget my keys as I lock the door behond me. I don't have a spare so I already know the only option is to call a locksmith. You would think I would have a loyalty punch card by now, in fact that is not a bad idea to ask for one. Anyways. I stand outside for about 45 minutes freezing my tatas off while I wait for the guy to come. He takes about 5 minutes to open the door and I thank the man for his time and pay him more money then I spent on my whole family combined for Christmas. He in return decides to remind me I have his number and should give him a call. I smile and think mmmm... Listen, if you would have unlocked my car for free I mightwould have taken one for the team, but sir I think I have given you enough tonight . Then I run up to my apartment before anything else disastrous can happen. Well I woke up late for work this morning and had time to brush me teeth and throw on a sweater. I was feeling pretty lucky because I made it to work on time but I still kind of had a chip on my shoulder from the night before. Right after work I had a wedding reception so I ran home and changed and drove downtown. I of course get lost, which is completely stupid because I not only have I lived here for a year but SLC is soo simple its impossible to get lost. Only I can figure out how. The reception was fun. It was soo good to see all my old Paul Mitchell girls and laugh. So I leave the reception and get back on the freeway. I had planned on stopping at Costco to get some gas, but apparently my car had other plans because I was about a mile away from the exit and my car starts to slow down and I have about a minute to get over 4 lanes of busy traffic before it is dead. I am soo grateful Erika was out and about with her mom because I was able to call them to come save me. As I was waiting and bawling about my sad life a cop pulls up behind me. I always get nervous when there is a cop. I think I watch too may You tube videos about old ladies getting tasered. Anyways so he comes up to my window to see what is wrong, and I explain my situation. He tells me to get out of the car, and I am thinking oh shiz. He is going to tell me that I should have known better then to let my car run out of gas and tell me to put my hands on the car and everyone in the SLC Valley is going to witness me getting frisked. Alright so I might have been a little bit over dramatic. So I get out and go over to his car and he says okay get in and I will take you down to the gas station to get some gas. He was SOO nice! So I called Erika but she was already on her way. So the cop tells me to get in the back seat and stay with him until help gets there because it was freezing cold and my car was dead. I crawled in kind of slow expecting there to be bars or glass between the front and back seat but it was just a normal car. I laughed and thought soo.. this is what it feels like to be in the back seat of a cop car... nice. I was there for about 30minutes before Erika came with the gas. I thanked the cop for being soo nice and went on my merry little way. So this weekend I learned that I need to buy a car with keyless entry, don't drive when the gas light comes on, and mark sitting in the back of a cop car off my bucket list.

11.01.2009

Oklahoma! Where the wind comes sweeping down the plain....


It was a bit windy. A little cooler then I expected, but actually a very pretty state. I want to write all about my trip and have pictures, but I designated Janna the official picture taker. So once Scott decides to teach her how to load all the pictures on the computer then I will show you how much fun I had.

Birthdays






As we know after we graduate, and the older we get it is not as easy to remind the whole world that it is your Birthday. In school is was easy because you could bring in a bunch of cupcakes and prance around wearing a "Birthday Girl" sash and by the end of the day everyone at that school knew whose day it was. But after graduation my world got a whole lot bigger and contrary to what some of you believe it is NOT okay to walk around work and walmart and wherever else you go that day with a sparkly crown and announce the beloved day to everyone. So there are some years that are disappointing and lonely because aside from the early morning phone calls from my parents, siblings, and nieces and nephews its just like any other day. So being a single girl who lives by herself I was very much surprised the other day when I received my first birthday card in the mail. I was intrigued to see who would be sending me this and as I opened the card it read. "Happy Birthday! We appreciate your business. Come in to New Balance and receive a free pair of athletic socks." At that moment I had a realization that would change my life forever. Signing up for those business registration things are totally worth it! Who knew my first birthday card of the year would be from New Balance? And I got free athletic socks to boot! Shortly after that I received an e-mail from Maurices wishing me a happy day as well. So the moral of the story is that Birthdays are never going to be what they once were when I was five, but that doesn't mean that everyone in the world has to know ,or that it has to be a whole day event to be special. The small things are just as important. As far as I am concerned cake and chocolate have zero calories on your Birthday. And as long as that never changes I will be a happy girl.

Boy oh Boy






You know there are a lot of things I have learned from dating. In fact its funny because sometimes I feel like I am dating the concept of dating. Did that make any sense? Alright just roll with it for a minute...
I am constantly breaking up and then getting back with DATING. I say how much I hate it and I am tired of it and then the next day I want to do it again. I mean dating in itself is like a bad relationship... no wonder I am confused! ( I really think I had an epiphany there) So although I have had some bad experiences with dating there is a lot I have also learned from each and every guy I have gone out with. I hesitate to put up names because heaven knows who reads this. So we will use nicknames instead. I was young the first time I fell in love. Which makes me question at times if it was really love, and although I think there is a lot more to love then I what I have experienced. I am okay with saying that I was in love as good as I could have been at that age. And just like every first love it had to end. And I remember feeling sadness and hurt in a way I had never felt before. But I grew up after that. And I look back years later and I see my life and I see his life and I am soo happy that he broke my heart. He taught me that I deserve better, and I learned how strong I was thanks to him. The next boy taught me who I did not want to be. I was in a very low point of my life and was very numb to feelings and reason.(That one was short) After that I met the 2nd love of my life. Whoever said love doesn't hurt has never been in a long distance relationship. I learned from him how much I am capable of loving no matter what. Through thick and thin I can hold on pretty tight. I also learned that I want someone who can show me that they love me back. I perform my best when I am praised and I just know that it is very important to have someone that shows appreciation back. I need someone that wants to be a team but still knows the importance of being who you are. Then there came lots of little lesson all at once. The next boy taught me how I should be held. Trivial as it sounds I remember just sitting there in his arms thinking, okay this is what it is supposed to feel like. He taught me that I don't have to settle for anything less what I deserve. Which brings us to today. I do not want to be someone that gets pickier with age but just reflecting on these things makes me understand why we need to date and also makes me very grateful that my culture does not participate in arranged marriages. Although I am getting to an age when my parents think it is necessary to intervene and "arrange" some dates. ha ha They even talked about double dating with me! Now there's a sight!

9.01.2009

Apartment happiness.....



I just realized that I never have posted pictures of my cute, but tiny, apartment that I love! So for your viewing pleasaure I will take you on a little walk through.